Reflection

I have been contemplating writing this blog or not, but I figured what the heck?

I love my life.

I have to keep reminding myself of that. I had to tell a few people at work today to not let me say anything like "I hate my life" or "kill me now" because in all reality, I have a fantastic life. I just have a crazy job that causes a lot of my emotional strife that unfortunately carries into my personal life. Despite the despair, heartache, frustrations, and incessant cussing going through my head all day while in my office, I still think that my current place of employment is one of the best opportunities I have had. It definitely is teaching me life lessons and what not to do when I have my own practice. Believe it or not, it is ALSO teaching me a few things that I should do too and who the real troopers are left in this world.

I love my family.

I don't have to remind myself of that because I am constantly being shown tender mercies through them. I have great parents and step-parents that treat me like I am the best thing that ever happened to them. I am still not sure as to why that is being that I am the biggest brat in the world. You can even ask my best friend that. She will agree. A few months ago, my step-dad, told my mom that he wanted to help pay for my tuition and books in hopes for me to get my education. My dad also agreed to help. Today, I found an abundance of money sitting in my bank account. Of course it will be gone within 24 hours to pay for my smarts, but to know that they would be willing to help me invest in my future is remarkable. I hope that I can pay them back every penny and more some day.

I love my friends.

For the past week I have gotten numerous texts and calls to make sure I was okay. I had a very rough week and with their love and support I am able to find myself sitting at my kitchen table, eating boneless buffalo wings (ok so it is really popcorn chicken with extra hot buffalo sauce smothered all over), with a dry eye, writing this blog with nothing but peaceful thoughts. Thank you my lovelies for asking me how I was doing and telling me to keep looking up.

Time to hit the books!