Biggest Loser that me and my friends are currently engaged in (not all in the picture are playing). I forget how much control I possess when I let my emotional stance take over. I also forgot how competitive I can be. I do not think it is a bad thing to be this way. In fact, I look at it more as a gift from God simply because if people were not competitive in their daily lives, a lot would not have made it as far as they did in their life. Maybe that is how I will be with med school. Just a thought...Twilight is still taking over my life. I started the second book last night and am really close to being half way done.
I just know that Edward is going to come back. I keep trying to predict how it is going to happen. Is it lame that I have been giddy for the past 3 days because of the stupid books? I show all emotion when I read stuff like this; tears, laughter, sadness, joy. I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest most of the time. I cannot sleep because I stay up all night thinking about what I had just read and how certain things will play out. Its entirely possible that I might be day dreaming that it is me in Bella's place...but don't judge me for that statement. I haven't read a book for leisurely purposes in a long time which could be contributing to my obsessiveness. I like it a lot. It is a really nice feeling being that the last few months have been somewhat difficult to find joy in. I need to remember this for my future--getting lost in books to excite my life that is...Today everyone is pissy in my office. Instead of being mad about it, I am sitting here anticipating my run in the rainy canyon this afternoon, my kickboxing class to follow, and then a quiet evening lying on my bed reading. Life is grand.
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