Fantastical

I made a mistake of watching Twilight for the first time on Saturday night with my roommate (also a die-hard fan) Somer, and my best friend who refuses to get lured into trends, Katie. I am not afraid to admit that it was an amazing experience in the regard that it fulfills my longing fantasy to be mysterious, and desperately loved by the opposite sex who desires to know every little thing about me. The movie doesn't actually portray the humor and depth of their actual relationship as the book, but it was still an excellent film.

After watching the film, I stole the book from Somer and have been reading it since. I only have a couple more chapters left and am dying to know what else happens that was left out of the movie. I have been thinking about the fantastical experience all day and wish that it was me who found Edward first. Of course, I sound cliche but as I read on I realized how much of a romantic I am. This is why I try not to read material like this becuase it only make me want to find Edward watching me sleep in my bedroom at night. Or even wish to find something similar to their story for myself. We all know that stuff like that doesn't really happen in real life nor even close; especially these days.

I still dream that I will find someone someday that has that kind of love for me as Edward does for Bella. Go ahead and say it, I'm ridiculous...